arise from the ashes u xanga! haha... ok... now that this xanga has been breathed upon with new life and with a new entry... lets see what it can do...

hmm... its a Thursday night... no school tomorrow... might as well spend some time here... for as the line goes "Spend some time with me... say that you'll be mine"...

not a famous line, but a quoted line nonetheless...

Jason Mraz tomorrow... im not such a big fan but i bought a ticket anyways... turns out, i cuda sold this ticket to other people who wuda wanted to go... but oh well, too late now... guess ill just watch him... no, im def not a big fan...

isnt it funny, when we think we've made the perfect pass... we've made the perfect move... sumthin happens and all of a sudden, it turns out to be complete $hit? hahaha... this has happened tons of time in history... remember when Sheed left Horry open to trap Ginobili in the corner?... when u made a move to check ur opponent's King then in the next 3 moves, hes got u on the run?... life has sum sadistic irony to it...

life always seems to go wrong... wahaha...maybe its coz sumtimes, we're too confident... so ive decided to be more cautious... i still take risks... and i still "fight the power"... but im more cautious now... good to know you're learning WilJ... =P...
but maybe life goes wrong coz of different reasons... maybe people are just plain evil.. maybe you're the sole true entity of this entire world and everything is designed to make u suffer and lose (like the Truman Show... a darker version of it tho)
or maybe life goes wrong because you're just plain dumb... ur just too blind or thick to possess any type of foresight... that is just sad...

i dont know who still updates their xanga... i dont know who bothers to still read xangas... but in case u do read this dear reader, well, i have nothin really to say to u... sumtimes, we writers write because we love to write... and the simple act of writing... of expressing oneself is enough...

is it enough to make life better and fix it? well, lets not get carried away... most probably not... but it does help, in the mere fact that its enjoyable... hahahaha...

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ahh... back to basics... back to the good ol xanga... hahahaha

of course, with Multiplies rampant... i have taken no notice of this blog anymore... and now that ive returned, i am met with a ton of options here at the "NEW WEBLOG ENTRY" page... damn... i will not touch them because i desire little to learn of them...

what to talk about... hmm... its always more invitin to write here at xanga... rather than multiply... i dont know why... maybe because it looks friendlier and looks more basic... but for sum reason, i am more invited to write...

my chatterbox has expired... the one registred under "foxdie"... haha... u shud know, dear reader, that i possess a billion aliases... so i guess, no more tagging... awwww... oh well... on with an entry...

XMAS BREAK HAS STARTED!!! wooohoooo!! but this no school thing is overrated... i havent done anything spectacularly fun... and ive been frying my eyes out in front of the computer... yuck... this is not how i imagined myself spending my break... oh well... wait till xmas day nlang... parties shud be tons of fun... ^_^...

ive revisted my old entries, and i thought to myself, daim! i used to write a LOT! now, all my creative powers have evaporated... dunno why... i think its the iPod's fault! im listenin to too much of other people's works... i never have time for mine! ok ok... im gonna throw this iPod away now... hahaha... but its too expensive to do that... so i'll remain shackled for now...

prom is so damn near... gah...what is this im feeling? anxiousness? hahaha... why is that... last year, i was in good shape... prom-wise... i was in good shape physically in Sri Lanka... until... but thats for another entry and a whole other topic... ^_^... so yea... now im not? hahaha... hell, even start of school year, i was still in good enough shape, prom-wise... lol... ok ok... im talkin too much for my own good... i guess thats why i stopped bloggin... i get carried away...

well, i guess this is it for now... nonsensical... haha... if u made it this far, tell me... i know if i were the reader (meaning you), i wudn't have... =))

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ok... been a while since ive updated it... and i actually said that i would no longer update this... but i just gotta put this...

I HAVE CONCLUDED... that i shouldnt play poker and ym at the same time... so, i'm sorry for being less than my upbeat self at times... i was probably distracted... truly sorry... and though u may not know who you are... well, i still apologize for my "distractedness"... yes, and they were all worthy of having my full attention... sorry, once again...

ok... thats all i wanted to say... back to breathing.. :)... (haha, that was an angsty previous entry...)

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know what sucks? well, u gotta think of sumthin up urself... i already thought of like a couple... so for now, u b^tches gotta breathe...

exams in a week... wonderful... im not feeling the pressure of studyin at all... maybe that'll cause my downfall... i dont really care, u mo'fo's gotta breathe...

lotta stuff are happenin in the upcoming months... ahh... exciting? i guess... nerve-wrackin too... well, we'll see... gotta wait, and everybody gotta breathe...

back to real life... this site has gotta breathe...

today started off as me dreading the afternoon... after all, 2 long tests and 2 projects due tomorrow? grreat...but it turns out to be a lovely day after all! until the end...

English class was a load of free time... storyboard thing see? too bad PE was cancelled but my neck was pretty much hurting during the morning... so, PE was like 50minutes of recess... then recess followed... so in total, thats an 80-minute break! woohoo!! more than enough time to study and have fun....

after recess, hmm... AP i believe? yuck... Ms. Natividad truly sucks... her teaching skills and her physical looks are about the same... hahaha... but thats being mean... (is it? or just truthful)... anyways... so Science... our teacher is absent again... but thats not such a good thing because the SW's she leaves us is horrific... but WAIT! whats this?? another "call-slip" from the counsellor?! wooohooo!! another TICKET OUTTA CLASS!! yea, i drew another "get outta jail" card... my, my, my... so i go to guidance class while my classmates toil under the SW... and when i get back, im a little late for Religion class... and im like "oh krap, i dont like religion..." then suddenly, Pavia announces we're just gonna watch the SIMPSONS!!! how delightful! =D... so that takes up the whole period...

typical lunch... and then things start going downhill... Math (which just saps my energy)... then off to the Filipino thing after school... by this time, im hungry as hell (coz my teeth hurt and i havent eaten for so long)... and to make matters worse, there was an INCIDENT throughout the entire ceremony/competition/presentation thing... *shudder shudder*... my goodness... i think some might know what happened there... and then i get picked up late, coz its so damn traffic and plus, i got ticketed for counterflowing... ugh... gonna pay for that...

got home... ate merienda at around 5.45? well, at least i can watch the Simpsons... haha... then off to hit the books... Math, Ap... then dinner... then religion reflection... ugh... now its late at night and im still up doing this entry... i think ill go rest now... apparently, i need more sleep during school year... haha... unlike the summer...